I wanted to comfort Eddie properly, I wanted to tell him we would be okay, that we would keep each other safe like we had been doing practically since we met, but I knew better than to say anything. So I just wrapped my arms around his body and held him close against me, feeling at my heart beat began to slow.

I didn't know what we were going to do here. This wasn't our world, it wasn't our home. How could we be expected to live here forever? As I held onto Eddie all my worst fears ran through my head, all the things I never let myself speak.

I didn't want to live here.

When I pulled back slightly, I wiped my face, then nodded back in the direction of where Regan's family lived. With one hand, I mimed walking, a questioning look on my face.