He wanted to say a hundred things. That he was sorry. That they never should've left the farm. That Richie was stupid and an asshole and it was all Eddie's fault.

But he couldn't say anything. He sat, with his face buried in his hands, trembling silently. There weren't any more tears left in him to cry, but he couldn't bring himself to look at Beverly and see all the horror and disbelief he felt reflected back at him in her eyes.

He didn't want to look at Jamie, who was so angry that Eddie could practically feel it.